Where am I going?

Where am I going?

What am I doing with my life?

These are the questions that I ask as I sit alone in my room, listening to music and watching YouTube videos about Australian Consumer Law.

Since when I have I gotten so philosophical?

I feel so depressing when I write things online...Where does the over-enthusiastic side of me go when I feel sad?

Does it disappear, leaving me to my misery or is it simply dulled in comparison to circumstance?

Why is life so unfair? 

Why do bad things happen to good people?

I know people who have cancer and they have never beaten people up or been a rowdy mess when people have done nothing wrong. 

Newton said that every force has an equal and opposite reaction, but where is it when the bad things are happening?

What is the silver lining of cancer? 

Does everything everything really have a silver lining, or is that just what we say to make ourselves feel better?

(Why can I only ask these questions anonymously on the internet?)